Well, July ending/ August beginning has not gone as well as it should have. We thought Cory’s dad had a stroke saturday morning. Rough going just 2 days before Cory’s brother (the one that died in march) birthday. I’ve picked up the position of Education coordinator… The previous coordinator was fired for not doing her job…. She screwed things up for me before she left by telling all of my instructors that the company is screwing them over. So I have to smooth this over…. and find instructors for classes that don’t have them…. And clean up the disaster of a classroom…. and sort out all the other shit…. What a MESS!!! BTW, Mikey has strep. He spiked a temp of 103 last night. On top of all that stress cory and I pick at each other… end up fighting then suddenly we will be just fine.
Trying to figure out how to hold things together sucks. I know that the closer we get to Robs birthday the more upset cory and his parents are going to get. I wish I could make things easier but I know I can’t. I’ve gotta figure out how to get myself better under control emotionally, it seems like I cry over everything and cry so easily.